Dear Journal,

Making manga and crap is hard.

I keep trying to do it but It just doesn't work out for me cause I will get SEVERELY tired of doing it and then stop doing it.

I feel like maybe if I am not cut out to be a comic artist. I will have to pursue other avenues of artistry.

It's a hard thing trying to find your niche. I thought it was animation, but I recently cannot bring myself to set down and do that routinely either. I am beginning to think I have ADD because my attention span is about <------------> that big.

My style for actual pencil work is starting to cement itself much to my dismay. I need to take another drawing class. Probably anatomy.

Truth be told, I find that I can really focus on my work far more when I am in a classroom, with an easel and a subject, and a media I understand. I could work with charcoal for what feels like hours. I wish there was a way to transfer that feel of charcoal to the digital world.

Would anyone out in DA land be interesting in some art trading? I can make a picture, you can make a picture, we can compare notes afterward? I'll even take some requests at this point, probably on a routine basis.

:/

Love,
Drew.